wot reasons do i have to give?
the reasons that i gave seem suffice in my own head. in lazy longing pursuit for my own happiness, it gives the semblance of selfishness enough. i jst want to be happy. and i wasnt.
the feelings changed. wot can you do with feelings? you asked me t wait and see if it comes back, but i know they wldnt. not like that. you asked me t give you a second chance right there, on the spot. but when i said if it happens later on, it happens, and i cldnt give you the chance now, you told me that you wld never date me again. that im not a good girlfriend. fuck, i know that im not. i broke up w you so you didnt have t suffer even longer. and that i didnt have t break your heart slowly.

it wasnt a choice for the right, but there wasnt one this case. more like the lesser evil.

i dont need t be judged, but its still gg t happen.

let me ask YOU, yes whoever is reading this, YOU. are you happy? and how do you deal with it if the answer is of the negative? anyway and everyway is not smart. so, am i smart abt this joyless procession of life? no.

oh good god, this is so FUCKING depressing. how fucking ironic.